Buck Up!

I’m going through a tough time right now over a relationship issue. Relationship problems whether with family,friends,partners or coworkers can be a real nightmare for people with bipolar disorder. We get hit much harder than people with more regulated brains.

I know that things get totally out of proportion in my brain when something happens that I can’t control. I feel like I will go crazy and that I need a solution right at that minute! I can’t wait for anything and I need answers,answers,answers. I will call my friends and talk for hours about what is happening and what I’m doing wrong and what the other person is thinking and what I should do and……… it never ends! It’s embarrassing and very tiring.

I’ve found that it’s often up to the well me to just say:

Buck up Julie! Get up and get going! Do your work!

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Choose Friends that Improve Your Life

I’ve been really sick again. I hate it as I’m sure you do! We know what we go through. I’m sad for my friends and mother when I get this sick. If you love someone with bipolar disorder- you probably know what my mother and friends go through as well. I try hard to limit my crying and worrying when I’m around them,but sometimes I can’t help it. One of my friends said,“Don’t worry Julie. You can be honest with me. I’ll be your guiding light when you need me.” We all need friends like this.

I’ve worked really hard to have people in my life who can be there for me when I get really sick. I try so hard not to burden them and I definitely spread myself out amongst them – but they have to be ready for when I get really sick. A huge part of my treatment plan [ Read More ]

Alcohol and Drugs

Up to 40% of people with bipolar disorder have a dual diagnosis. This means a drug or alcohol problem along with bipolar disorder. This is not pretty.

I was a very heavy drinker before I was diagnosed. I drank to feel better. I had absolutely no idea it was a serious depressant. I also didn’t know that it affects sleep to the point that it can cause even more mood swings.

I stopped drinking completely for a few years after my diagnosis. Once I realized why I was drinking,it was easy for me to quit. I have found that this is true for many people with bipolar disorder. When you’re diagnosed,the need for self medicating can often go away. I’ve found that I can drink without a problem now. I rarely have more than one drink and the only time I have to be careful is when I start to get hypomanic.

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Mania

I just wrote a newsletter on mania. It will be out soon. I’m going to write about this all summer. I have friends who have had serious mania problems in the past year and I don’t want it to happen to you or me.

Remember:

Depression says:I can’t do anything.

Mania says:I CAN DO ANYTHING!

It’s so important to know the signs of mania. Now is the time to get out your Mania Health Card and set up a plan before potential mania starts.

Julie

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Food Signs that You’re Manic

You don’t eat like you used to.

You haven’t had a vegetable in days.

Your fridge is empty.

You can’t remember your last meal.

You smoke more.

You drink more alcohol or coffee.

You have more energy even when you don’t eat.

You lose weight really easily.

Yes,if you’re overweight this can be one of the only positive things about mania. But if you’re already thin,this can lead to serious weight loss and dehydration. I definitely know people who have had to go to the hospital for an IV after a serious manic episode where they didn’t (or couldn’t) take care of their bodies.

As you can probably tell,mania has been knocking on my door for the past month. I’m doing every single thing I can to monitor it now that I see what’s going on. Today,as I looked at my muffin (even though it’s sweetened with fruit juice,it’s still [ Read More ]

Keep Going!

I need to remind myself of this today. When I got out of bed this morning my first thought was:

There is nothing good in my life.

This was my first thought! How am I supposed to have a good day after this? There is nothing wrong with my life really. Today is like my other days. I will write my book,see friends,play with my nephew and work with a writing student tonight. I will then go see my mom and watch our favorite TV show:Dancing with the Stars! Don’t laugh,I highly recommend this show as it’s so positive. ;)

But then there is the thought from this morning- and the other thoughts it caused. And of course the crying that starts when I think of how unfair bipolar disorder is.

But I will NOT let this keep me from getting things done today. I am [ Read More ]

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