Reader Comment: Success and bipolar downswings

I just wrote a post about how I often have downswings after really great events. Such as turning in my latest book proposal. The post is below. Here is an excellent reader commnet on the post:

Hi Julie I quite often get a downswing after something really good. This then makes me feel even worse as i feel ungrateful for not being able to enjoy something good. Other times i have to be careful that i dont allow mania to set in but in doing this, it can also lead to a downswing. I quite often feel i am living a “catch 22”.

Hi Joanne,

Wow Joanne. It is SO helpful for me to hear that others go through this! I am going to post your comment on the top of the blog so that people can see it. I will then add some tips on what to do to prevent this and manage it [ Read More ]

Bipolar Mood Swings are so ridiculous..

I mean that! They literally make no sense.

I just finished a book proposal for my next book. It was a huge undertaking and I was literally elated when I hit the send button on my email.

In the past, I would get depressed when I finished a large project. This time, I was even happy the next day! I thought to myself- wow, maybe the depression skipped me this time!

Then I realized I was slightly manic- I wrote about it below. This upset me as it’s not fair… I always say it’s not fair and I sound like a little baby- but it’s not fair!

Last night, around 4PM I went straight down. This was 24 hours after sending the proposal. So I guess I didn’t slip by the depression after all. It was a bad down swing. At first I wasn’t sure why I was depressed. I kept saying to myself- [ Read More ]

Bipolar Disorder and Exercise

Bipolar Disorder and Exercise. Why it helps. There are a few technical reasons:

1. It increases serotonin 2. It creates endorphins

There are also tons of health reasons that I’m sure you know.

But did you know that exercise helps depression for one psychological reason? When you get one thing done, such as taking a short walk, your brain finds it a lot easier to get the next thing done. Exercise cuts down on depression brain resistance! How can your brain tell you that you never get anything done and that you’re a failure if you just exercised! You have duped the brain and that is a secret to managing the illness.

I have 50 ways to get things done in my book Get it Done When You’re Depressed. I use them all. That is how I write my books even when I’m crying from the stress. We can get things done when we’re depressed, [ Read More ]

Shh.. it’s a secret I even want to keep from myself!

I’m slightly manic. I’ve always found it very easy to admit to myself and others that I’m depressed. It’s not that way with mania. Mania is so secretive. I get the little voice that says..

– Maybe you’re just happy! – Maybe this is a good day which is why you’re getting a lot done. – Maybe it’s caffeine- considering that I drink mostly decaf, I doubt that.

The truth is that I am manic when I think I’m manic.

I created my Health Cards Treatment System in 1999 and since using it, I’ve done a lot better mania wise. It still sneaks up on me- that is for sure, but the information I have on my Health Cards reminds me what my brain says when I’m hypomanic.

– Julie, you’re just creative. – Julie, you just sent in a book proposal- anyone would be happy!

It’s all untrue. I’m slightly manic and I have [ Read More ]