Comments on: Bipolar Disorder and College

By: Gerry

Gerry — Sat, 09 Aug 2008 21:26:12 +0000

G’Day all I am new to the blog, but would like to say something positive on this issue which I hope will encourage everyone else with bipolar. I’m lucky because I don’t suffer from some of the worst symptoms of bipolar & also was rather old when I had my first psychotic episode. So before that I managed to get a BA with Honours & a Phd. Now I am a full time academic in Politics. It was only after working full time for 7 years that I discovered that I had bipolar. It does impact on my work sometimes, but my Dept. has been very good about making some allowances. I have published 2 books and many articles. I have learnt Spanish and travelled to Latin America on my own to do field research on numerous occasions. You too can succeed! As a teacher who has studied all I can say on “college” as you call it in the States is go do it!
Dr Gerry

By: Sandra Sweeney

Sandra Sweeney — Sat, 09 Aug 2008 14:57:28 +0000

I took my first course as a Masters student and it was both wonderful and tough. Wonderful, because I love learning new things and applying them to the work I do. Tough, because of the demands of the coursework and deadlines and exams. I became overwhelmed at the final paper and finally had to exolain to my professor about my BP. She was very understanding and extended the time I needed to complete it. What a relief! I don’t think I can handle the demands of a full-blown graduate courseload, but I know I can take the courses I need for my teaching profession (which requires either a Masters or ongoing coursework). Admitting just how tough it was to do the work is a bit embarrassing to me, and realizing that a Masters Degree may not be within my reach is also a bit saddening. But I will continue to take the classes that interest me and that I can put to good use with my students.

By: LuAna Matthews

LuAna Matthews — Thu, 07 Aug 2008 23:53:25 +0000

I was going to school full time for three terms but this summer my doctor and I decided to change my meds. YUCK…I have been feeling horriable and really had two steps backwards as far as treatment goes. I am thinking of takeing fall term off so that I can get medical help, read your cards and books and get well again. It is sometimes discouriging to try medications and have them mess you up more than help. To make matters worse my family and friends seem to think I can think my way out of this with out medications or help…I am still hopefull for the future but I am strugling but I guess with bipolar WE are always strugling. smile

By: Dana

Dana — Wed, 06 Aug 2008 18:50:15 +0000

My diagnosis is Bipolar I. It was messy, but I earned a law degree at the age of 42. I did it with the 24/7 support of my husband and a wonderful therapist who taught me to enlist the school as a partner on my support team. I did this by meeting with the dean and all my professors individually, and explaining my illness to them and negotiating with them for what I needed to succeed. Without exception, they were accommodating when they could be and always tremendously encouraging. Here’s what I asked for and was granted: extra time to complete projects, an extra year to finish the degree, an agreement from my individual professors not to engage me in the “Socratic Method,” and an absolute commitment by my professors not to make use of gratuitous sexual material in their hypotheticals, in class or on exams, because that was a huge trigger for me. Two requirements were unavoidable and both were disastrous. Evidence class and Moot Court. The sexual abuse cases in evidence class resulted in my having a severe psychotic break and brief hospitalization. Moot Court is a mock trial where students debate in front of a real judge. The dean allowed me to postpone this until just before I graduated, and it, too, was a disaster. My mind went blank many times in the middle of my arguments, resulting in long terrible silences. Worse, during the entire trial, I had tears streaming down my face. But I did it. After law school, the bipolar disorder got in the way too much for me to work as a practicing attorney. (Clients couldn’t accommodate my wild disorganization, my mind going blank under stress, and my unfinished work.) Given the final outcome, I don’t know if this post is helpful except to say that, in my case, I could only get through school by structuring it around my illness and being willing to ask for help. I don’t regret the experience of law school, by the way. A ton of good came out of it. But it did mean a terrible grieving process at the loss of a dream and the painful realization of the limits on my life because of my illness.