http://bipolarhappens.com/bhblog/bipolar-disorder-and-holiday-cheer/ by Julie A. Fast Wed, 17 Mar 2010 06:16:17 +0000 http://wordpress.org/?v=2.9.2 hourly 1 http://bipolarhappens.com/bhblog/bipolar-disorder-and-holiday-cheer/comment-page-1/#comment-1553 Danielle Fri, 08 May 2009 19:20:55 +0000 http://bipolarhappens.com/bhblog/2008/09/03/bipolar-disorder-and-holiday-cheer/#comment-1553 holidays are the worst for me. i get very depressed. i am bi polar but been on a constant lo lately only wishing for a high. holidays are the worst for me. i get very depressed. i am bi polar but been on a constant lo lately only wishing for a high.

]]> http://bipolarhappens.com/bhblog/bipolar-disorder-and-holiday-cheer/comment-page-1/#comment-390 Julia Thu, 09 Oct 2008 16:35:48 +0000 http://bipolarhappens.com/bhblog/2008/09/03/bipolar-disorder-and-holiday-cheer/#comment-390 It's interesting you say that suicides peak during holidays because those are the times when i have attempted. I had one big attempt and the other times something happened where just impulsive things that happened where i wasn't thinking or i just tried to do it but stopped. I HATE the holidays. The only one i like is Halloween. It is like a huge tradition at my house to come up with the BEST decorations--home made too. Everyone gets scared to coem to our house! hahahah. I also like it because i can be someone i am not or wish i was...or just look sexy! but not tooo sexy. more classy. Holidays like thanksgiving and christmas are the worst holidays invented. It's all because of family. My family are all depressed and alcoholics or have some sort of underlying problem so that is when i leave and scare people because they don't know where i am or i feel suicidal...i just realized that just now. I get suicidal every winter. damn.. It’s interesting you say that suicides peak during holidays because those are the times when i have attempted. I had one big attempt and the other times something happened where just impulsive things that happened where i wasn’t thinking or i just tried to do it but stopped. I HATE the holidays. The only one i like is Halloween. It is like a huge tradition at my house to come up with the BEST decorations–home made too. Everyone gets scared to coem to our house! hahahah. I also like it because i can be someone i am not or wish i was…or just look sexy! but not tooo sexy. more classy. Holidays like thanksgiving and christmas are the worst holidays invented. It’s all because of family. My family are all depressed and alcoholics or have some sort of underlying problem so that is when i leave and scare people because they don’t know where i am or i feel suicidal…i just realized that just now. I get suicidal every winter. damn..

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