http://bipolarhappens.com/bhblog/exercise-ideas/ by Julie A. Fast Sat, 20 Mar 2010 00:13:55 +0000 http://wordpress.org/?v=2.9.2 hourly 1 http://bipolarhappens.com/bhblog/exercise-ideas/comment-page-1/#comment-388 Julia Thu, 09 Oct 2008 16:21:28 +0000 http://bipolarhappens.com/bhblog/2008/10/07/exercise-ideas/#comment-388 I used to be a dancer dancing up to 8 hours a day. I was healthy, i didn't have an eating disorder. I don't dance anymore for variouse reasonson...one because i have had too many injuries...and i am only 20. But exercise only makes me feel good temporarily. I still go to the gym and i look very good physically but my brain doesn't want to be happy. I love the outdoors, but then i start thinking and i feel sad still. nature is supposed to be my healing agent. I feel cursed, like some force doesn't want me to have any good luck. I have had bad luck way too often. I used to be a dancer dancing up to 8 hours a day. I was healthy, i didn’t have an eating disorder. I don’t dance anymore for variouse reasonson…one because i have had too many injuries…and i am only 20. But exercise only makes me feel good temporarily. I still go to the gym and i look very good physically but my brain doesn’t want to be happy. I love the outdoors, but then i start thinking and i feel sad still. nature is supposed to be my healing agent. I feel cursed, like some force doesn’t want me to have any good luck. I have had bad luck way too often.

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