http://bipolarhappens.com/bhblog/paranoia-and-bipolar-disorder-ick/ by Julie A. Fast Sat, 20 Mar 2010 00:13:55 +0000 http://wordpress.org/?v=2.9.2 hourly 1 http://bipolarhappens.com/bhblog/paranoia-and-bipolar-disorder-ick/comment-page-1/#comment-441 bBenda Thu, 23 Oct 2008 14:41:33 +0000 http://bipolarhappens.com/bhblog/2008/05/23/paranoia-and-bipolar-disorder-ick/#comment-441 I am so sick of drugs being thrown at me and feeling like my psych doesn't believe my reactions to all these meds. I'm bipolar and agoraphobic. The Geodon has made me throw up for 2 days and this stupid doctor won't even call me. My anger management is down the toilet, as you can tell. I wish I had a punching bag. And the waves of paranoia. What's a person to do? I am so sick of drugs being thrown at me and feeling like my psych doesn’t believe my reactions to all these meds. I’m bipolar and agoraphobic. The Geodon has made me throw up for 2 days and this stupid doctor won’t even call me. My anger management is down the toilet, as you can tell. I wish I had a punching bag. And the waves of paranoia. What’s a person to do?

]]> http://bipolarhappens.com/bhblog/paranoia-and-bipolar-disorder-ick/comment-page-1/#comment-398 Julia Sat, 11 Oct 2008 05:39:31 +0000 http://bipolarhappens.com/bhblog/2008/05/23/paranoia-and-bipolar-disorder-ick/#comment-398 my geodon medicine is making me more paranoid and psychotic and now i am switching to lithium. i really don't want to take anything. the only thing that helped me was marijuana used judicially. i'm not a druggy and have been clean for a month. but i am so sick of being psycho and severely paranoid while ON the drug that's supposed to help me. nothing helps me at all. just pot every so often and nature and music. but i am not doing it now because my doctor said no. i'm ready to abandon every pharmasutcal (spelling?) company. they just want to make money off of all us crazy people buy more and more drugs that don't even work. ook maybe i am in a really angry mood but this is how i feel. my geodon medicine is making me more paranoid and psychotic and now i am switching to lithium. i really don’t want to take anything. the only thing that helped me was marijuana used judicially. i’m not a druggy and have been clean for a month. but i am so sick of being psycho and severely paranoid while ON the drug that’s supposed to help me. nothing helps me at all. just pot every so often and nature and music. but i am not doing it now because my doctor said no. i’m ready to abandon every pharmasutcal (spelling?) company. they just want to make money off of all us crazy people buy more and more drugs that don’t even work. ook maybe i am in a really angry mood but this is how i feel.

]]> http://bipolarhappens.com/bhblog/paranoia-and-bipolar-disorder-ick/comment-page-1/#comment-389 Julia Thu, 09 Oct 2008 16:30:30 +0000 http://bipolarhappens.com/bhblog/2008/05/23/paranoia-and-bipolar-disorder-ick/#comment-389 I am so paranoid lately. I keep thinking that everyone is annoyed with me and i am a huge burden or a really annoying pimple that won't go away. (gross haha). I keep thinking that my parents, who love me the most in the world, are sick of me and i feel so guilty that i have to cut. i haven't done it since february 2008 but i jsut feel like everyone is so sick of me and doesn't want to "deal" with me. I know it's not true and a lot of people love adn care about me but for some reason i can't be convinced of that most of the time. It drives me crazy! I am so paranoid lately. I keep thinking that everyone is annoyed with me and i am a huge burden or a really annoying pimple that won’t go away. (gross haha). I keep thinking that my parents, who love me the most in the world, are sick of me and i feel so guilty that i have to cut. i haven’t done it since february 2008 but i jsut feel like everyone is so sick of me and doesn’t want to “deal” with me. I know it’s not true and a lot of people love adn care about me but for some reason i can’t be convinced of that most of the time. It drives me crazy!

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