Hi to everyone,
Thank you for the kind messages! I have so many blogs to post- but I’m snowed in without my computer! I am using my mother’s today. I have been going bonkers- it’s amazing how not having a car has messed up my schedule and caused depression.
I have really focused on getting better. All of the parties I was looking forward to were cancelled, including a Christmas Eve pot luck tonight. I forgot to bring enough Lamictal to my mom’s- I don’t have my Ativan in case I have sleep problems- I had two very serious down swings yesterday. It’s all RIDICULOUS! A friend of mine, who also has bipolar disorder called and said she was having a tough time as well!
This is why I had the holiday teleseminar last week! If you’re reading this and feeling depressed, never forget that this is a day just like any other day if you think about it. Also, if you’re depressed, you are not alone- many people are depressed right now. It’s a bipolar thing!
But, this doesn’t mean things have to stay this way. I took a long walk in the snow today with my mother. I got some work done, though it was tough. I made myself focus on what is going well and I made plans to go out with a friend tonight.
And… my mom has Lamictal as she takes it as well. So I was ok meds wise. If you’re planning a trip any time soon, be really careful about meds. It’s [... Read More ...]
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