OMG, I love euphoric bipolar mania so much. It is so comforting. I’ve been manic off and on for almost 40 years. I wish I could stay manic forever. I understand this mania and know how to use it to my advantage. I know how to manipulate this mania. I know how to get any man, any job and any book deal I want with this mania. So why on earth would I stop the mania? Here is the reality of mania when it isn’t stopped the minute I realize it’s here. 1. Pregnancy due to sex in a bathroom at a party with a stranger. 2. STDs. Herpes. 3. People who actually know me, hate it. I’m aggressive, loud, impatient, impetuous, forceful, unkind, aggressive and egotistical when I [ Read More ]
