This is the latest installment of the bipolarhappens.com guest blogger series from Dawn:
The past few years have been extremely difficult. They would be difficult for anyone, but when you throw schizoaffective disorder into the mix, things seemed downright impossible! (Schizoaffective disorder is a combination of bipolar or depression with schizophrenia. Hell, in other words!) I was hospitalized in 2008 for suicidal ideations and should have been hospitalized in 2009 for the same. In fact, 2009 was worse than 2008. All I could think about was that my life was an irreparable mess (broken marriage, severe financial difficulties, low self-esteem, and an inability to hold down a job.
I didn’t see how I could get out from under). The only solution I saw was to take myself out. However, even in that dark time, I still had a minuscule will to live. I talked to a [ Read More ]

