By: dolle

dolle — Sat, 18 Apr 2009 04:12:37 +0000

Julie,
Your books, blogs, podcasts have been such a help to me. But I am suffering now and finding it hard to keep going. How do you convince yourself that you have worth and deserve happiness. My husband of 28 years has filed for divorce and is having an affair. I feel throw away and the hurt is so overwhelming I wonder if I will ever feel good again. To add insult to injury, I quit my job after I found out about his affair and tried to overdose on 10-31-08. I ended up in ICU for 4 days. I was so disappointed in myself. I have 3 sons ages 27, 25, 18 and they did not come to see me while I was in the hospital. That really hurt. So I am wondering what do I hang on to now?? My father-in-law had a heart attack this morning and all the boys have been to the hospital to see him but why was I not worth a visit? Their grandfather is not a nice man. There are no “warm, fuzzies” from him. He is arrogant, self-centered and egotistical and yet the boys visited him but not me??? I sat alone on Christmas waiting for the boys to come. They went to their grandparents first and I just feel so forgotten, disposable. I have admired the advice you have given others and have read your books but tonight the hurt is overwhelming and I wonder why I survived?? I am sorry this got so long winded. Thanks for all you do. Deb

By: brent beebe

brent beebe — Mon, 13 Apr 2009 19:18:33 +0000

Maybe you can help? I’m bipolar and on medicare trying to get a psychiatrist in the San Jose, CA area and am having a hard time finding someone. Do you happen to know someone in this area? Thank you.

By: Eterskeve

Eterskeve — Fri, 10 Apr 2009 19:30:23 +0000

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